Fickle, self-obsessed and inferior girl.

Heyyo!! I created ask.fm last night, go go go! http://ask.fm/andrealauraer
Yeah, I know, I am sooooo fickle. Can't choose between formspring or ask.fm. Zzz. Ask.fm like more peaceful actually uh? On formspring I'm like constantly opening my inbox every few hours. The more I do it, the more it disheartens me because I have no questions. Sigh. (but wouldn't it be even worse if I open it after a week and find no questions?! WTF..) (not really.)

I went out for dinner today, to celebrate my grandma's birthday. No pictures, because I'm still not THAT vain to wear makeup to such trivial events and camwhore with relatives.. (Defug?!) who does that anyway. Only self obsessed level 99 people do. I'm not at level 99 yet ok!! Heheh. Another reason would because my dslr is so fucking ginormous and I don't even have a lens cap. I am not going to lug around a big camera back pack. No way.

Outfit for the day is in monotones. I have no color on me except my red (statement) necklace and (hidden) pink socks. Which were meant to 'match' my mp3. Which of course, isn't really part of an 'outfit', but I'm vain like that ^.< teehee!

Picture from my instagram webstagram

When I was picking my clothes I was feeling a lil emo.... Hence the monotones. Because right before I chose my clothes I was in a humid and unfriendly mode LOL is there such a thing?! I was feeling a tinge of annoyance too... Because I didn't laugh/smile in hours ;_; also, My hands were sweating. CAUSE I WAS TRYING TO DRAW. I thought that well... I should get back into my drawing circle again, and...... I couldn't produce much that were nice Y.Y CRIESSSSSS I just couldn't draw for long(aka normal) periods of time. Fml. All my drawings just now like half-assed only -_- whatever lah, shall get over it. Will try again tmr, more confident tomorrow, cause i will try drawing a pretty manga instead of drawing from imagination. (half the time, the things I draw from imagination are gyaru made up eyes anyway. Ffffuuuuuuu)

K. Half assed entry too. It seems that posting half assed entries are in trend nowadays right?
Will edit this entry and previous one on iMac soon. Hmmm.. Can't think of a title for this post right now. Shit.
Currently listening to old NEWS song. Don't even know the title... Shit. K nvm the song is Best Friend LOL lucky they got sing the title one.

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Hi i'm back (at 12 aka the next day) with this.

Why is she so fkin good? It's going viral. I had goosebumps even from line 1. Has absolutely no korean accent. Singing must have been her all time hobby. Awesome sauce.

When i think about it ah... When i sing jap, do i have an accent? I can't tell (obviously) because im not a native japanese. Wow. If i was younger and could sing foreign languages with no accent, it would be ENTIRELY because i copied the exact way the original singer sang it. Like, because you are so unfamiliar with the song, you just... follow suit. Exactly same, pitches all. Even little snitches what not, all follow. Get it? Geddit? Ah, whatever.

I go to sleep, defeated today.
Defeated by how overwhelmingly talented the world can be, while I, a single midget, lie around here slacking my butt off. #inferioritycomplex. Oh well. Good night, talented world. xx