lazycrazy

I feel like im nothing compared to them. Im like one piece of shit waiting to be flicked off. I just havent been flicked cause im not in their sight. They are like all rounded good. And what am i compared to that..?

I feel like i only have a few good traits, and those things seem to disappear when other people shine.
what ever shall i do!?

Like everyone's life is pretty much awesome.... Nevermind, i'll try to get my life back in clockwork. Errrr.

Giza refresh was meh cause i was only there till 4. fun hadn't really started and i had to leave. which reminds me, i am SUPER lacking in japanese classes. i have one week to buck up. i'm sure i can do it (Y)

.......i need to bathe, sand all over my legs. ew fuck gross.

amanda, wont you shop online with me? got a few stuff i saw this past hour that i want damn bad. but i dont have enough money wtf.

i need to do something. any online jobs not ah?
i would LOVE to beta some writing. i can transfer into txt file them beta it on the way to school or something. then earn money from my good engrish. eh not bad lor....
i cant wait for monday. monday means another chance. another shot at making friends. another shot at saving myself.