lazycrazy

Fucking pissed

I realize that my parents don't know me. They don't know what's been happening around or to me. I can't tell them.

I used to enjoy chatting with my father. Nowadays I mostly talk about stressing events (because poly, hello) and the conversations are deep and honest cuz that's how I like it but these combos always end up wrong recently like it just ends with a 'you're thinking too much I don't want talk already' and this has happened like so many times in my childhood and then now. I'm beginning to think of myself as annoying, so i refrain from talking about daily events to my parents. In fact, small conversations can lead to quarrels already so it's best to not talk at all. Just tonight, I was about to bathe but I sat in their air con room first to chill and mudder wanted to shit so k. She came out say smelly and I just said Tsk with those glare. WALAO do you know, those kind of tsk you say to your friends and they go 'what la! HAHAHAHHA don't stare at me like that' I did that idk if my father saw I don't think he did but then and there HE SCOLDED ME FOR SAYING TSK. he said this house got how many bathrooms must come here bathe and then tsk at your mother AND IM LIKE WHAT. I only said such a small thing and then comes an overflowing support from my father. The fuck? I kena scolded by father I also don't go to mother complaining and earning cheap support. The way I rant implement does not involve any second party to support me verbally and scold you in the face. Dafug damn unfair, both parents against me... JUST CAUSE I SAID TSK. Some more it was like a fucking playful tsk man the kind looking for attention one. Bitches.

Then after i bathed I told my mum that over think > annoying > stop talking > don't know me thing, i also said you can go shanghai reflect (since they going shanghai) and she freaking flared ok. She said why everything you think about and say is related to yourself? Think about others think about us stop being so selfish AND IM LIKE OKAY, what do you want me to think about? You guys? Okay can, which part. And all. Went through a fucking BASELESS ARGUMENT (typical no foundation pms quarrel) and she ended up saying don't care don't think after my insistent 'ok you want me think what' questions. I WAS LIKE, YOU CONFIRM AH, YOU CONFIRM DON'T NEED ME THINK ABOUT Y'ALL?' caught her ok. She said ya whatever. Clearly she doesn't mean it. Clearly, like any other typical female she doesn't want to ADMIT neither does she want to care anymore. I won't care anymore. I just want to focus on my squeezed week ahead. So shut up.

If you don't want to help during my crucial assignment periods, don't make it worse. I'd rather not talk to you two for a week than to keep trying to have a nice no quarrels chat.


Fucking asshole rant done, but as with every rant im still angry. Or whatever I'm feeling. Whatever