lazycrazy

Guys,

i'm in a mess right now. my feelings are going haywired and i thought they were gone but the bitch just had to come back here and.. just come back. wtf.
go away. go away my feelings. go away. i had a really mad dream this morning. feelings 100% multipled -_-

i think i am going to have to find a job for the 2 month holiday. as much as i'd like to, i simply just cant sit around in the house doing nothing. or simply sitting in front of my sewing machine, only going to out buy more things to sew.
i need to earn money.

one of my classmates is giong to be a relief teacher. she said she's done that before and it's fun. you don't do much and i think the pay is okay.
the craziest part is that she goes to her secondary school. i mean that's mad isnt it?! teachers become your colleague, juniors become your students. i think it's a sociall change that's pretty hard to handle.

she's one of the A students in my class. Aiya expected la, that gang is like everything A, director's list one.

Speaking of grades, i got back some yesterday! i got a C for VM (fml, it was basically due to me not doing VM-ish things but more to FD-ish things). didnt do what she was looking for exactly. but kristine said that i'd get an A for FD (fashion design) and i guess i'm not really into VM. i have to think of so many new and weird things it's just..... weird. i mean i can, but it's unfamiliar.

Lovely breakfast im  having rn



Did you guys know i have the best class in the world. We got so close after that night where everyone tonned for fabric. funny it's the last few days of school and we're only close now, but i think we're better than other classes because other classes are only.. full of cliques. they aint really 'together'.


okay what. verbal diarrhea.


on a side note: i want to be cool and cute HAHAHAHAHH i think that's pretty hard to pull off but I THINK I CAN ok let's go