dear essay diary

I haven't inserted my SD card into my laptop for like 7 days.

7 days is a lot SD card wise. Plus i've been going out often.

Maybe it's been more than that O_O

OMG there are 217 photos. Hahahaha. First up would be the 34.70 supply haul. And plus another $6.

I bought fabric paint, snaps(a new kind, expect to see these new kinds on future LCA items), darkbrown thick strap (now you can order dark brown headbands!), a pair of suspender clips for my  knee garters <3 and="and" d="d" i="i" if="if" more="more" not="not" p="p" rings="rings" roses.="roses." sell="sell" spikes="spikes" stock="stock" sure="sure" to="to" up="up" want="want">
They were out of flesh colour fabric paint D':

Does anyone want my garters? Because i'm in love with them myself. Pics later hahaha down below.

Someone said she liked the products but would prefer if they looked more realistic.
I'm now on a hunt for realistic flowers hahahaha. Tell me if you know where i can get some (not expensive florists pls lol).

I also got to know many people via instashopping. Even a senior.... Lol. i like that senior, she's cool and i think similar styles man <3 but="but" dark="dark" more="more" omg="omg" p="p" s="s" she="she">

Let's go chronogically. A while after i did this shopping i started on a custom order. <3 p="p">

 What was requested was, hn, Antique Rose wristlet in Dark X Peachy Spiked headband.

 Which is basically the colour scheme of AR dark, in the form of the peachy thang.

 It turned out ok to me!

While packing it, i even made a dust bag for it. Like, really make! I had a big dustbag so i cut it and sewn with my machine. Mmm mm fits just nice.

I then put in the a ziplock bag and, along with a note, into an envelop. Oh man i love packing packages. So fun, it's like gift wrapping! Especially when you handmade the stuff. Mm mm.

I took a stamp from my mum. Ohhhh now all of you know where i stay. Har har har.

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Okay next on the timeline is... The second baby shower! Mh hm lots of people have young babies rn (HAVE I MENTIONED THAT JIN GAVE BIRTH TO A BABY GIRL THAT JIN AND MEISA NOW HAVE A BABY GIRL AS OF 23 SEPTEMBER)

Well basically i don't bring my dslr out so all you have are ootd photos. Which is the main point.

That day, I WORE THE MOST LCA OUTFIT EVER. Serious.

~MASTERPIECE EDIT~ wtf

Know what's creeping me out in this picture?
No, it's not the arms,
No, not the singular arm on top,
No, neither is it the baby.

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IT'S THIS FREAKY SHIT:

I can imagine my blue lady walking like a chicken, head cocking back and forth too. fml.

my sexy bitchas

Hi baby.

(i shifted it to the middle after i left the house cause then THE BABY'D BE AT WHERE MY WOMB IS. lol)

 Pls turn your mobile/laptop/ipad/imac/pc upside down thx

My sexy garter PLS!!!! totally look like ciel phatomhive's. i think i will make a sister for it. wore high socks and my baby boots.

 wore princess pink and snow white

Outfit breakdown
Top | Zara
Top design | Lazycrazyandy
Skater skirt | Bugis
Socks | Daiso Men's
Wristlets | Lazycrazyandy
Shoes, necklace, knee garter and baby pin | Maybe avail on Lazycrazyandy

Is an okay outfit
This was on 23 Sept JIN'S CHILD'S BIRTHDAY OK. It was the night of this day when i found out. Slow poke. I'm not in touch w fandom as much :( twitter usage went down.

Thas all LOL.

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NEXT!

My La Riche directions dye arrived last night! How exciting right!

 Bought 5.

 I suppose the package was upside down in my mailbox, and the dye went to wards the top of the tub. Well now we know what they don't fill it full, do they.

 Photo taken for reference lol wtf. Their instructions.

Pyramid. *w* in order: Carnation Pink,  Lavender, Lagoon Blue, Atlantic Blue, Turquoise. Only Carnation Pink and Atlantic blue are mine (DUH WTF i don't need 5 more tubs when i alr have 2 MPs. too much!)

Lagoon blue is Nat's and the rest are Jasmine's

What's a photo without my face? HAHAHHAHA JK.

And the moment i tell Jasmine that they arrived, she wants to meet and collect le. Hua so fast hm.

This was yesterday. Yesterday, i met up with 2 sellers and Jasmine. So in total i collect 3 items. Hoooo man..... 

One was Wildfox's rose knit. Replica, of cuz.

And another was this choker:

$3 only! I think it's ok :) 

and after i collected this choker, i googled tattoo chokers just to show my maid pics of it. we had a chat about it for quite long. THEN I CHANCED UPON a tutorial on making. K not rly tutorial, its just a picture. But hey look what i can do now!

Even added beads. Man damn! I love it. I love myself. I have a goregous gift from God oh man how do i repay you God?? I give you my life~~~~ tte.

I also bought this beautiful backbone shirt dress from Jasmine. I feel like a grunge yankee nurse.

Sorry so lao ya quality. But i like. Thank GOD i snatched it up first <3 p="p">

Physical updates:

1. Am currently down with a bad flu. Nights are the hardest for me as i can't lie down, can't take the aircon (but i need it), and i can't sleep.

2. My right thumb is badly injured. The most important finger on my most important limb is injured.

I got a splinter completely lodged inside flesh of my thumb. Com plete ly lodged in side. You know what that means- i have no means of pulling it out and it's just going to go inside my veins and bloodstream and hurt wherever it travels until it reaches my heart until it kills me.

That's what my dad said. Or someone, i can't rmb. Too traumatizing to rmb. 

So i spent majority of last night digging at my skin. Poke a little in w a needle, go into the skin, SHOUT OW, pull the needle UP, breaking the skin, repeat until you've dug yourself a pretty sweet grave for an ant. See red flesh. Poke and SHOUT OW. Try feEeliIinNg arOounNd for the splinter. SCREAM OW. Try squeezing it out. Give up because you can't /see/ the fucking splinter. Cut away the torn skin with a rusty nail clipper. Let the rust touch your raw red flesh. Wait for it to go to your bloodstream. In the meantime dig more at your meaty grave looking for a piece of wood. Can't see it because it's skin colour.

Finally, give up and go to sleep, making sure you don't abrase your raw, exposed flesh on your rough pillow case or bolster. Wake up and feel around for the splinter. Go and use your thumb and type out a mile long essay on your blog. Type a conclusion on wallowing in self pity and 

I'M DONE. BYE. not much else to say except that i think the splinter is gone (or my body has accepted this foreign object and made friends with it).

And that it's pretty fun having an instashop. Except that you keep buying and i dont even know if im making money. Nothing solid yet. Nvm getting publicity for LCA is fine.

Now off to tumblr.