lazycrazy

Harro babies.

I spent the whole weekend watching Soukon while weaving knitting and sketching and rendering. I was completely not stressed and that fact makes it a bit stressful. So weird. Why am i not stressed...?

Strange how i also got a decent amount of work done while watching the variety show. EXCEPT the quality is plain shit, HA HA HA i knitted a sample of mine while laughing at Tegoshi's ItteQ episode, the Winconsin Log Festival thing.

DAMN have you guys seen the Kiiking episode? fuck, before i die, i definitely want to try kiiking. (not to mention bungee jumping) (but all these seem like very futile dreams looking at the kind of city my society and i am in. hmph.

my love for tego is being rekindled and just today i see photos of him in his new bronze hair. Guess he went over his platinum blonde with something ash.

OMG speaking of hair, it's the holidays in just ONE WEEK MORE. i want to go to a salon and go a full head blonde in my 2 week holiday break, and dye pink too. What salon should i go tooooooo can someone recommend me some.

i cant wait to go all pink





at the same time, i dont even know if i'll seriously do it.

but i know that if i do... MY EYEBROWS WILL BE PINK TOO yay thanks.

oh by the way guys!!! here's my end product for the knitting assignment! i made myself a Cat Ear Beanie. Dayummmmmm cute. WHy does every textile manipulation end product i do turn out so attractive that i can't wait for it to get back to me? Sadly i can only get back my assignments in 2013. The tiedye dress, the swallow screen prints, and now this. There's one last one coming up, it's a group project (2 people only) and natasha and i decided to do a BRA and and envelope clutch. DAYUM I CANT WAIT FOR THE BRA TO COME OUT!! so rad rad rad i'm sure not many people ever thought of making a bra.

i finished this beanie at the void deck downstairs my house at 1am in the morning while sitting and chatting with Leonard while he smokes and drinks. people get effed up when they grow up huh. thank god for me being me or i wouldn't have been able to tolerate his psychological nonsense.

lol i think i tortured my dad a ton when i grew out of my depressed phase 2 years ago. time to pay forward.

fun opportunities are hitting me on my forehead work related, like out of school related. guess i shall embrace em and face the challenges right? that means gotta get over the wall i built


does anyone even understand the nonsense i type



this is becoming like a hebrew scroll
1000BC



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after watching Soukon i realize most of the guys i like are strong willed. they are either pretty or hot on the outside. then most are strong willed. or the persevere a LOT. strong willpower all that.

i shall dom y best and persevere like them! gambarimasu /fistpump