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HELLO!!!! (author's note: i got around writing this for natasha k)
I HAVE DIED IN THE VIRTUAL WORLD THESE PAST TWO DAYS.
Yesterday i went on a short holiday. I went to tour around this country nearby calle Singapore. It's just a short boat ride away and we (Amanda and I) took a public tour bus that went to popular but not so mainstream areas. Touristing.

I'm kidding haha. I (or we?) just really needed a break. I want to escape the city while I still can. I'm bloody suffocating in this stifling, humid air. I can't breathe.
I want to go to the sparkling sea

or a lush blue green meadow

or an old cottage in autumn

i hate the air here in singapore. it isn't just air, it's like floating stress and expectations and they are everywhere. you. go. every square inch of this country is polluted with invisible stress. it's heavy on y shoulders and i just want to break away.

i completely went off topic ._.
(i'll post up photos once i get them from amanda. i visited o'mighty/oakham market! like finally. their new store in haji lane, fucking rad.)

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THE KIYOMI VIDEO THINGY IS GETTING POPULARRRRRRR OMGGGGGGGG there's even a KUC contest for it now! Should i join and submit the one i already filmed? Should i refilm another one? 3:
this is the one i did some weeks back and i just watched it again and- omg i laughed...at myself HAHA. and maybe i am squealing a bit, but it's awkward squealing over myself so......

Gah. So much shade on my face. Nose. Boooo. I couldn't film another one today or yesterday cuz i'm feelin too ugly.

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TODAY WAS HELLA PRODUCTIVE! I got started on making an overall-ish pinafore-ish romper the moment i got up! I don't even know what made me- but right now it's 40% complete! I made custom patterns this morning based off a pair of high waist shorts that fit me o-k and modified that. Then started drafting. The cutting, and finally sewing.

*adds in photo of front bodice piece*
*adds in photo of waistband*
*adds in photo of completed shorts*
*adds in photo of pocket and shorts with pocket*
^ too lazy to because it's 2am no shit's going to go arnd with a 1% batt cam and heavy shoulders

Now I just need to quickly run to spotlight for a pair of quirky buttons and a matching zipper.. I don't see myself going anytime soon unless amanda wants to (i know you're reading this) (what say you?) (kind of useless tho) (maybe i should just turn my house upside down for buttons)

 Also today, i finished watching the Paradise Kiss anime series and i loooove it/it's bittersweet and lacking in bg music but i like it. And i also got to watch Coyote Ugly, and i was not expecting a sex scene in the middle of it, uncensored too. I loved that movie too, it makes me wanna dance.
I have Norwegian Wood in my possession now. I can read it whenever i don't feel like doing anything. Life's looking up a bit more now and i hope i don't jinx anything by typing that

My shoulders and back ache from crouching and sewing all day

i m just gona die i haven't tumblr-ed in a day am i going to lose followers

i'll check up on those babies


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so today is Good Friday and i told nat that there was a boob-focused sex scene in Coyote Ugly and he said DIE LIAO HAHAHAH am i'm like am i supposed to fast from boobs when i see (my) boobs everyday
so
like
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whatev's
bye virtual werld by natasha