August

...Except not August.

Wednesday on the last week of school. Had no school and I chose not to go for consultation. Instead I headed down to Recruit in Raffles with Cheryl and Celestine. We applied for helping out at the F1 event which involved sewing lingerie prior to the event. In the end I was the only one shortlisted to work because they didn't want to hire so many people. Felt a little weird hearing that. I wonder why they chose me. There are 3 other newbies that they hired too, but I don't know any of them. They might be students from lasalle, or NAFA, or maybe they're my juniors..... Don't know. All I know is that the working space is in BOSCH, Marymount and I WAS SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT because that's just literally across the road from where I live. If I had a bicycle, I'd be learning (again) by now.
I can't wait to start work. At first, they told me I might not be able to have my pink hair. I was like, if I can't have pink hair i'm not going to work for you guysss. But they turned out to be okay with it.

Hope my senoritas can help me with what i need to do because i've never tried professional embellishment of lingerie.

How do you even embellish a pair of boxers? When dressing the male models OMG DO I HAVE TO ADJUST FOR THEM shit that's so invasive of both mine and their privacy i don't wanna touch their things. Unless like, they're hot japanese men. But i don't like hot men. i like cute............... lol

I'm also gon be backstage at the F1 event!! Gonna be there on all days, so I really hope I can get to see Rihanna and Big Bang. So not hyped for bieber hahahahah actually, i hope i don't see him. I hope he doesn't ruin the concert, like with being late or sudden cancelling.

I can literally wake up 30m before work. Looooooooove
9-6pm though, crey. I guess I wouldn't be able to work night shifts at the japanese bar? 730 to 2am.... that gives be 7 hours to go home and sleep.... GUESS NOT. I might still OT hahahhaha.

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Today on the way home there was (sadly) a crowd of inconsiderately noisy Indonesians. plain public nuisance. They sat on people trying to squeeze in between their seats. Put their legs up and took photos. Pole danced (HAHA JK).
The man sitting next to me passed his phone to his friend and took a photo of us.... without my permission.... Then all of them started taking photo of me. A nice chinese business man told me 他们在拍你的照 (they're taking photos of you). I was so angry and I didn't wanna look up so my face wouldn't be in the photos. My god so inconsiderate. Do you guys not know what invasion of privacy is?! If i was wearing a mask i'd have gotten up and taken their phones from them, then deleted it, maybe throw the phone on the floor, then alight. I'm so appalled at their behavior. Can they not bring their Indonesian culture here in such a disturbing way? When in Rome, do as the Romans do! >:(

I was wearing my spiked creepers. Didn't get to use em. Whatever maaaan I'm happy gimme some grass

Ah i still have 1 last submission, for Wilson's FIPD class. My theme is Underwater Atlantis. Gonna make this the absolute best set <3 p="">And when i start work i'm gonna aim to be the favourite or at least well-liked.

I cannot stand being disliked by others, I don't think I can tolerate anything more than the self hate I already possess. Last night my self hatred got really bad. Bad night.

No one can hate me more than I hate myself *sobs*

But things are looking up, I have 5 days to complete my submission, I have work next month, i have clubbing dates and shisha dates and very fun days ahead, basically.

And I have pink hair, how can i be sad????